# NZZ......NEXT MONDAE! #

**emm....**times r running fast my n level start next week....can u believe tat!....emm...i should have taken my oral last week...huh..now this sundae have to memorize the line....& e next dae is english paper!!i'm very strezz.....go to the beach with shiqin,no peace..cause i have many things in mind...next week start e fasting month...and i have no idea how i can bear sitting for a math paper in e afternoon & my stomache growling in hunger...huh....anyway i'm use to eat...as if i would die if i do not eat for 12 hours....is it?emm....tink so...it starts betweeen 5+ and ends @ 7+after n still have to come school.....huh.......kzz.....

# SHAFAD SHAFAD SHAFAD #

**EMM...**juz now study with shafad qin wani & ila..with miss lim..shafad is a totally laughing stock..my stomache r acheing..u noe!!!long time never heard her nuisance...we had more fun than work actually..i was quite sad when seeing them desperate to go to sec 5...emm..there's still 2 more weeks i'm sure they will work hard..anyone have the potential...i'm wishing all da best for all.....this moment still missing them lotz....

# I EMBARASSED #

**EMM...**last fri i went to ilah house...to study with her and shafad but sha did not turn up cause she's goin with syaz to e library...it had been a long time i never go her house....we had been very cloze since for the past 6 years..i miss hanging out with her...she really change alot...how i wish she realise earlier.....it makes my life more difficult...i have to cope with my studies and her studies.....i'm gonna cry if she can't make it for sec 5...emm..her mum kept on praising me....syafiqah...ur a gud gurl...huh....i feel akward..u noe...its ok ..if she said it once but she kept comparing me with ila....i tink tatz enough...i'm just a gurl u see....no one is perfect...as if i get A1 for all sub and have all the positive attitude...emm....dun tink so...i noe her very well....she can make it if only she work hard on it....emm.........plz....someone help me....how can i help her.....is it enough if i teach her???

# I LURVE YOU #

**EMM....**it seems tat now i realise tat i'm goin to miss them so much...i juz hope tat everyone could make it.....emm...sharon ask each and evryone of us wat is our feelings and future doings....and i say tat i wants to seek peace to release stress.....i tink i'm goin this sat with shiqin to sembawang park...emm....during CME lesson i find its the most interesting .....mdm farah draw four shapes,circle,square,and letter z....i chose circle and she says it represents the person is emotional,emphatic &warm....and fiza were like iqa........!!!emo emo emo....huh...i was quite surprise actually with the fact that it really describe my character....emm...but i'm not too emotional person..not sensitive for myself but others feelings ....i care bout them....i won't hurt their feelings even though they hate me....the most great things to cheer them is to praise them sincerely......offcourse...emm...tmr goin to illa house to study with shafad and her sister...kzz..tat for 2dae.....lurve you all......=)

# REPORT BOOK ON FRIDAE? #

**EMM**...2dae is the most boring dae...first period of mother tounge & there's no lesson cause nzz.......r over....huh...we seems to be the only sec 4 class having lesson as per normal..no mood to study..quite surprise tat i get grade 4 for humanities..i tink my teacher calculate wrongly....i will not be so sad or happy....if i failed......emm.....i noe..humanz....r the most sub i'm weak in...but no matter wat..i will keep on striving just like wat i had done for my e math & math...emm...study with shiqin sya &shafad...i'm irritate with irman...he's the one who ask me to go library and then turn up with someone else.....emm....man man....i noe his attitude.....aniwae not frustrated with him......lar...KZZ....I'LL ALWZ BE SOMEWHERE TO HELP...nowhere nowhere....

# SAD SAD SAD #

**emm...**i wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry ....just now paper were so difficult....huh...its over.....i didn't expect it...nevermind..there's still geog paper .....i can work on it...besides tat..i have problem....really sad...i dun noe wat is goin to happen..my life is just miserble recently.....i'm goin somewhere....somewhere tat can ease my thoughts and stress........