# EMM.... #

APM.STUDY.STUDY.STUDY.I MISS YOU.

EVERY NIGHT IN MY DREAMs i C U I FEEL YOU...TAT IS HOW I NOE U GO ON...FAR ACROSS THE DISTANCE AND SPACES BTWEEN US...U HAVE COME TO SHOW U GO ON...NEAR FAR.....WHEREVER U ARE.....I BELIEVE TAT THE HEART DOES GO ON....ONCE MORE YOU OPEN ...THE DOOR AND U'LL HERE IN MY HEART AND MY HEART WILL GO ON AND ON...

LOVE CAN TOUCH US ONE TIME AND LAST FOR A LAST TIME...AND NEVER LET GO TILL WE'RE GONE...LOVE WAS WHEN I LOVE YOU...ONE TRUE TIME I HOLD TOO..IN MY LIFE WILL ALWZ GO ON...NEAR ...FAR...WHEREVER YOU ARE...I BELIEVE THAT THE HEART GOES ON...ONCE MORE YOU OPEN THE DOOR AND U'LL HERE IN MY HEART AND..MY HEART WILL GO ON AND ON...

UR HERE.....................................THERE'S NOTHING I FEEL.....AND I NOE....THAT MY HEART WILL GO ON.....WILL STAY FOREVER THIS WAY...U ARE SAVE IN MY HERAT AND MY HEART WILL GO ON AND ON.....HMMMMMM....


lalalalalala...i'm so stress....


titanic-celine dion-

# EXHAUSTING DAY #

I went out at 9:30am,to plaza singapura....then to suntec city&millenia walk to exchange the Renu Bausch & Lomb solution to a $12 voucher..arghh.its so far!!!.very tiring seh.....i never want to go to that place again...never.then reach home around 6+.so tired........

I bought a "THOUSAND PATHS TO A PEACEFUL LIFE"at Times bookstore.u won't noe how happy i am.The book is so cute and small...but yet it contains wonderful phrases which means a lot to me.Each day i will read at least one.i'm stress.I quarrel with my sis &mum.Now,it have been three days i never talk to them...but then i do try to make the first move....mum is ok...but sis is much more irritating...she's the one making the trouble so why should i apologize to her??.arghh.i even bought for her a notebook just now...and put it on her table....but she simply ignore it.How's tat???.She didn't make the attempt to say thank you..or make some remark.Isn't that difficult??.
Sometimes i just wish i don't have a sister.She's making my life complicated and miserable.Each time if there are misunderstanding between us ,mum will side on her.Mum didn't even want to know who started it first .Enough talking bout her...

I'm not focus.I could not even start doing my chemistry homework.There's so much thing happening to me.For the past 7 days i didn't stick at home...ila,fana,wani called me to watch movie lar..go studaylar...meet shafad lar...and i have dozens of work to do...my geog project...it seems that i'm the only one doing it...since i'm the leader....nvm.Its not a big deal anyway.My appointment with her,english test,math remedial,choir....too much...

Almost every saturday i go to the library...mostly to civic coz its near to my house.NOTE: there is a self study corner at national library..emm tat'z sounds good...maybe one day i will go there.I need a different environment....u noe how bored it is going to civic when u get to see or bump into someone u never wish to see!!!!.terrible.i don't want to see him!!!.

# I'M CONFUSED #

How i wish i never knew him.

# HAVE I MADE THE RIGHT DECISION? #

I went to plaza singapura with my mum.emm....nvm.get to the point.lazy to sae.I have spent alomost $800 for my stupid decision.maybe not.argh.i'm so confused.everyweek need to meet her.furthurmore,its so far.Mum asked me to go there all by myself.how could she??.nvm.want to meet wani,ila,fana,miss wong,...arghh.STRESS liao.how could i help them if i can't help myself.....u tell me....forget about them.plz iqa...u need to sort things out...."YOU" or "THEM"?.One more thing...from now onwards i'm not going to be kind.k......you all are too much!.till here.huh.

# WAKE UP IQA #

I assumed that i get C5 for all my subjects.rYte.From now onwards,no computer,no TV,no shopping,no going to the library,no recess,no listening to music,no relationship,no reading of malay novels,no chit chatting on the phone,no sleeping in the afternoon,no more updating of friendster,no hanging around with friends,no playing with sis,no going out on saturday,no more late for school[[detention]].AITE....study,study
study.....i 'm trying to forget "him".I can't get you out of my mind.I'm trying to avoid him as much as i could.get it.

# SHAFI B'DAE PARTY #

I think i ate too much...i'm so full.Yummie..all e food r delicious.
Ayu...u take pure chem &physics...?wah...very though seh...my teacher stressed on it too.They say normal acad students are fortunate...emm...study hard.we're goin to make it together!Need more pratice in your a MATH=)

The news about 3 year old child missing...how i wish those kind of people never exist...My history...i rmbr ...when i was 7 years old.........................................forget bout it.Its the most frightening tragedy in my life,coz in "that" moment i could have been kidnapped.......





--SOAL HATI-- bh.4mac06
Dalam laut boleh diduga,dalam hati siapa tahu.
Ertinya:Perasaan seseorang itu tidak dapat diduga
Peribahasa lain yang sama makna:Dada manusia tidak dapat diselam.
Peribahasa tadi menepati maksud sebuah hadis terkenal:"Bahawasanya di dalam tubuh badan manusia ada seketul daging.Apabila ia baik,baik pulalah seluruh badan,tetapi apabila ia rosak,rosak pulalah seluruh badan,Ingatlah ia adalah hati".(Riwayat Bukhari dan muslim)
Dalam kosa kata melayu,"hati" boleh dikaitkan dengan istilah-istilah beikut---sanubari,naluri,lubuk perasaan,hasrat,batin,jiwa,syak&firasat.

Konsep hati amat akrab dengan erti"budi"sehingga tercetus sebuah ungkapan 'hati budi' seperti dalam ayat berikut:"Sebagai isteri,engkau tak tahu budi suamimu sehingglah sudah lama bersamanya,"nasihat Mak tom kepada anaknya,Fatonah.
Erti "hati budi"ialah perasaan terpendam yang sebenarnya mencerminkan peribadi sebenar seseorang.
Oleh itu,apa yang dipaparkan oleh seseorang itu mungkin "berpura-pura'"atau tidak jujur.

# AN APPLE A DAY KEEPS THE DOCTOR AWAY #

My dad usually bought apples...& mum says that its good for health.I happen to eat it just now...and i realised there's something got to do with me and the "apple".weird.The fact i do love apple.emm.I didn't think to much cause at that moment i'm doing my physics.So whatever it is....argh..simply ignore it k.

I should have called my dad hp no.&meet them at cwp.Missed the opportunity!!!.Mummy,& you told me to make the decision between you & the stupid "___"i've always wanted...nvm.Right now i'm devoted towards my studies."COMPLETELY".note that iqa.

Careless...about others..."see no evil,hear no evil,say no evil."Am i becoming an evil then??....haiz...no one could understand....how i feel.Its the nature of soul...to have sympathy,love &care.One thing...to describe...i love all of them so much.May god be with you,as much as i do.

--APPLE??--

till here.apple?what does it got to do with me?again.

# EMM...#

!!i'm still not asleep!!arghh.OUT OF HERE.mum!!

# EMM...#

*Thanks to "you",you'd guided me along.All my life ,i've never been so thankful ..oh my god..WHAT am i trying to say??..emm.YOU'LL find out one day.Trust me that its going to be the most precious&sweet memories ever.May god bless you in life.A friend that never wish to noe, the one who reallie i'd admire is "YOU".

arghh.i'm so sleepy.can't shut this eyes.