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I guess today is a terrible day for me....i can't tell what happened...i'm sure none would believe..seriously..i'm so depressed....once in a life time that i encounter such things...right now i'm blaming myself..although it seems crazy.....why should i anyway..i just don't understand...i feel like killing myself...i can't bear to see my friends...upset with thier results....really..it was very shocking...that made me cried...i'm concern for ila,fiza,wani,leon,syazana,safiah,.......azimah....hui yuan.......its hard for me to describe...........i can't forgive myself....really.....
