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You'll never know how i feel.and i know u like it that way.So be it.

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Nature is my soul...and him that will stay in my MIND forever.You know i can't forget ...forget you.and i'm referring to you.YOU.you.why can't he understand..i'm speaking with honesty and i'd realised since the very first time when his eyes almost tells me evrything..and i know u do know..i know you do.

can't live without him.
never.
& you didn't spoke to me




ps:spelling error in e previous post....quite of lazy to rewrite..
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There's a hidden smile and sadness..but you can only see the smile..the convivial of her is vivid..and she have to tell him that she's at the end of one corner of the room crying for him..wanting him..dreaming of him and hoping that he'll come to bright up her day.
cause she can't live without him...her life is meant for him..and she want him to understand.............

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Still entertaining him..his a friendly guy...seriously i've never met such guy like him.he's a malaysian guy whom i known from farhan..he's attzach to a girl who stays in UK.her name is...i dunnoe who.haha.can't remember...age 14..his age 16..but we do get along well with each other..anyway that's all about him"phat all".still chatting with him & i can't sleep...later mornin got religious exam.aiyo.

delwyn.
Now i couldn't hardly regconise him...i've never imagine to be with such guy.[huh]he's totally differnt person.i don't kind of like him anyomre..its a nightmare.You know i'm alwz interested to guys that are decent and have positive attitude towards acheiving his goals in life..ermm..i kind of like soembody.But i don't know whther he like me..nvm...if there's love..there's alwz love....know what i mean?haha.i don't like to chase over soemone..man should approach girl first..right?confession is hard..but why can't he say it...

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I kind of feels the pressure right now..i don't know what seems to be such a big burden to me...seeing those results..even mine is a pathetic one..but i should at least be happy with it....cause i improve by 6 grade overall....anyway knowledge is more important..its not only the matter of acheiving good grades...we should enjoy learning and keep on improving ourselves.aite2.Anyway i'm not too good in my acadamic fields...i think i can acheive better if i had taken art...music...you know..all this stuffs that dosen't requires..math,science..blablabla.nevermind..i can still drive myself towards both aspects...everyhting is very meaningful to me.I want to be a successful person...and i have very strong ambition..which offcourse..i can't describe..its very personal..indeed very10x personal.I know one day i'm going to acheive that.And offcourse like i say...it dosent's really look into acadamic potetial...pssssttt..want to know something...





ps:actually i hate science and math....really...i just hate them.
i have no idea why i'm scoring well...not that well lar hor..haiz..sundae got exam[religious exam]anyhow,i'm quiting...next year..]




i hope the they could make it to poly...although it seems that it is not feasible.They only need not to be discourage...i think most importantly is the motivation...once they have it..they will keep on immroving...i'm just trying the best i can.i'm not an agel nor a devil who can save their life!!!!....huh.sometimes i'm goin mad thinking about how they can cope with their life...it makes me stress....aiyo...dunnoe how to describe..why should i born with this soul..no no..i can't say that.i should appreciate with what i'm born with...aite till here.tmr teaching leon and lihua.i'm not sure whther i can make it..very busy latly..helping mum in making cookies& biscuits!!...yummies...then got to do more revision..6-10 hrs per/day.perhaps.