# ATTENTION!!! #

**hehe.....**tink 2dae is goin to be the last day for me to update my entry everyday......i'm goin to be very very very busy...within this few months...especially jun.....so tatz'z.......depends if i am free in some other day.....kzz.....ya nurul...my cuz...hehehe ya rite!!!!preparing for my n no play2.haiz...

# CIP 2DAE #

**HMM...**quite boring.....not like last year....didn't perspire much....k.tatz..irritating............haiz........[-]

# MY RESULTS #

**eMbArSsInG**i've never expected tat i get third position in my class....hmm..just my luck...everyone do have luck..rite??i thought i get above 10.....the most sad....things tat i've never expected....is!!!only 8 person...manage to go to sec 5 if let say..this is...our 'N' level.hmm...sad rite.!!oh..god please.don't make me lose all of them........i'm goin to miss them if they didn't make it to sec 5.....how i wish i could help them....especially irman,illah,moon,zam....huh...and whoever they are...how do you expect urself to be happy with your result if ur other classmate is not acheiving like u are......???hmm.....they have to be confidence & work consistently towards better result .....please open tat mind .....give them the opportunity to pass with gud results.....oh..luck luck luck....the highest in class is enghin....followed by xui ling....congratz........pity for the rest of them...hope they will study hard during the jun holiday....tat'z....

hmm..just noe i went to library with safiah....hmm.....most embarrasing day for me....hmm....luckily she safe my day......!!yeah powerpuff gerl safe the day!!! dun want to say..let's this be the history of my life......tat'z......hehe....one more..i take picture with her.....!!!tat'z....bb...hmm....tmr is cip again...i'm so exited bout it....cause i lurve involving in the community programme...]-]

# YEAH!TMR GET MY REPORT BOOK!!#

**HEHE**i never come skool 2dae.very lazy.i sleep the whole day....hahaa..tmr get my report book yipee!!!!hmmm...clean my classroom...ya rite...the class is dirty..especially the tables...dia dia dia..!!!i'm so exited bout the storey.....can't wait!!-[-

# HMM..SAD...... #

**hmm....**we did not win the interclass...floorball..competion.but anyway the class spirit is there!!nisa....hmm....shout like hell....very suportive person...i like her attitude.....tat'z....!-[-

# YIPEE!! WE WIN #

**HMM...**supposedly after exam you should be enjoying urself..but for me i'm becoming more stress!!huh.wat happen i also dunnoe..so many thingz to settle down...more room is in a mess!!with books &stufzz..we win the debate !!the other group did not turn up..hah...gud!semester two on the first day of skool.....hmm.....i pass my eng..tat's miracle..haiz...for rasyid...u again??hehe....nolah...jus kidin congratzx10!!he get 75%goshh.....!!!give me one of those cells...hehe...one thing tat makes me stress is ....i'm counting on the days left for 'n' level....have to study during the jun holidays agian???hmm......ok.tat'z nite already..wanna sleep....tmr got floorball.....!!-]]-

# 3 hAmBUrGeRs!!?? #

**hmm...**yesterday i ate 3 hamburgers.....can you believe tat..?!since my mum never cook......hmm....not bad....3 burgers???hmm.....later meet rasyid....so lazy...erghh....!ok..tat'z ]-0-]

# ONE NOVEL DONE #

**lAsTlY**hmm....how many months...i've never read malay storybook..2dae i've just finished 600+pages of a novel..the storey is so interesting....hmm.tmr goin to meet rasyid then want to go to e library &lend more books so during the holiday i can spent my time reading books!!to improved both my malay and english...mum never cook cause my parents r goin to wedding occasion.....taat'z....debate....tuesday!!and i have not memorize any of the lines....pheww.....!

# <><><...><><> #

**GrAnDmA'S **my grandma's here....she's goin to stay overnite.....hmm....have to meet rasyid ....debate is this tue..and his writing the scricpt....hmm......gotta call him....tat'z ....

# VERY BORING #

**hmm...**2dae skool very the boring..they taked about ITE...i'm not goin there anyway......whichever course it is..so tired.rasyid never come skool..how am i suppose to rmbr all the debates script?guest have to meet him tmr.....huh.....lazy..can't wait for this to end..godness sake...i cannot do it!huh! again.....oh yaa almost for got bout yesterday...its all fate!i had never expected tat i can get tat poor result....not bad ha actually.....still not the best out of me......hmm....worst this jun holiday haave to come back to skool for intensive revision+@home have to do hours of revision...sacrifies all my time from going out,watching tv,chit-chatting,sleeping!...and bla2hmm......bad.....tat'z me..klah.tat'z 42dae.... -]-

# MY MID RESULT #

**tAt'z ThE fAct**have to study even more ....dun understand how i can get this kind of results,for sure,i'm not proud of myself....why should i be so proudd aas if i get all 90% &above.mmm......

# ITS STILL ACHING! #

**So TiReD...**k.it happen to be drizlling so we do mass walking instead of running.....erghh....oklah......quite fun....my legs hurts......!!it have been my first experience...after tat i ,jing wen &fana,went back together..we went to novena square then to untied square....go there eat..so hungry..faezah nisa &niza whet to town..dunnoe wat they want to find @ there...with skool uniform...no way....!!hmm......just wake up ........tmr got pe..hmm.......so tired.anyway i thought not coming for skool tmr but i want to noe my A MATH result &geog...so wat 2 do..still have to come...oklah.tat's for 2daae....restless......

# TMR CROSS COUNTRY #

**hMmM....**have to wake up @ 5.00 tmr..meet them @ admiralty by 6.00!huh!tink my house very near.......???anyway goin to meet safiah first......later want to go out with my mum....then go back wanna sleep,so tired..can't sleep at nite......my time table every day is sleep @12.00am or later...dunnoe why......since last year i have this problem of sleeping early..hmm...no idea......lazy to say bout my result 2dae.no mood...anyway i'm goin to write on thursday..when i get back all the paper,still got A Math &geog.ok tat's for now......gtg......

# MY RESULT! #

**HmM...??**i'm still not satisfied because i done dumb careless mistake 4 my chem paper..erghh....!in the first place when i saw the paper...hmm..ok...but when i look through e answer...erghh..!very frustrated noe why....?i never read the questions properly they ask to named the apparatus which is condenser! but instead i only state e purpose!!its tat silly mistake.....1 mark gone!hmm....should have gained 5 mark.......tat i simply wasted....!because of my careless...hmm..ok...i get 37/50 .For my physics i get 42.5/50,MT ,56/70..second highest..sairi...i'm glad tat i improved....if not feel miserable ...!my siciene i maintain...ok....gud...have to improved even further...i want to have an achievement in this life....i don't want to drop any of my sub....aim for the highest.....let say if i get grad 5..i should aim for 3 instead of 4...if i dun have any expectations for myself how am i suppose to noe how far i can go rite?

i had debate just now hmm...very bad..for the first timer..i was nervous ofcourse.but i did well....i voice out loud &give my best...so happy tat we won the first time round...yipee...!tank to rasyid !he's the one who give the good speech!!he won for the best pembahas..congratz...!still have to prepare 4 next tues..hmm......ok.tat's for 2dae.....hmm.one more thing..i had to rush home after e debate,cause i had something on so soory cause didn't get to cheer for my class....

# DIDN'T EXPECT KAK MIRA HAD GONE TAT FAR? #

*she's 17**!hmm...she have a guy of the same age..very longlasting relationship probably..hmm......we had a long conversation tat morning after religious class....there's so much tat i want to noe bout her..very interesting....her guy working in a hotel @ the age of 17!!!finished skooling aleardy..!so shocked!!she's in CLMENTI ITE....get to noe him from her friends.all of them are silly gerlz.....jokes alot...never get to meet her friends....very pretty gerls u see.....hmm......she told me they are very serious & have the intention to married!!at the age of 17??nolah...she say she will study first....ok..watever.....hope she do well in her studies..actually there's so much i want to say bout her guy......lazy ah..maybe next time........one more thing before i go.....i can't tolerate my sis ATTITUDE!such a nuisance!! grow up gerl....erghh.......!

# CAN'T WAIT FOR E RESULTS #

**??**this monday i'm goin to noe my malay paper results..hmm not do...iqa??mDM sharon say its after skool & there will be audience from my class &4/7..just hope they will not turn up!!i'm sure...debate its boring!!hate!!huh...mdm sharon pull me in..i'm not an extrovet anyway........huh....wat to do......hmm...tat's life......keep waiting......sure..my teacher say the paper is being mark i'm hoping the best i tink i did well for this mid-year..this mon got debate!!watch u goin to

# YIPEE!!!OVER10X #

**@ last**pheww....so happy at last all the paper i've done....so easy...feet2...happy happy.........!!!!!

# ITS OVER!! #

**DONE!** happy A math paper1 done.hmm...quite difficult but i manage to do all the questions,was so surprised tat i can do it.....hmm.i tink its all because of my effort yesterday....i study for 5 HR....can' t believe tat......maybe i'm so desprate to improved my A math result....i'm aiming to get B4 at least......hmm.....if i get better than tat...gud!!!i will be very2 pleased with myself ,noe tat i can do it!!!!!&next time aim 4 A2 or A1..just wait and see........e D&T students finished their paper 2dae gud ha???wish all of them the best!!!!ok..tat's for 2dae....!!-]

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# THAT PAPER WAS EASY!! #

**DoNe My PhY & gEoG**it was very easy.....hmm..ya i actually memorize all the formula....& the only thing that came out was just 10%...huh..23 formula...i've digested...only ......3 or 4 came out...hmm..not sure.....as if i'm studying for 'N' level....tmr is chem my fav sub!!!!:)...math..... & e next two days is A MATH....so excited i just can't wait for for this to over.....no more S-T-R-E-S-S...ok..tat's for 2dae.....notin much happen to me 2dae.....hmm....

# I'M SUCH A LOSER AM I? #

** tWo PaPeR DoNe**huh!tat paper was tough...$$ &math...i dun understand e source based so how could i answer the question???fed up..with my eng....tat's my loathes!!wonder when i'm goin 2 see the miracle.....where i @ least pass my eng or pass with grade C5 .....hmm...feel like a looser cause i didn't manage to help my freinds in thier studies..i've tried too...but they seems not to have the mood to study..they tink 'N' level is like how i should say...???hmm...ok..they are not ready to study.....pity for them......i just hoped they pass their exam....u noe...........my resolution for this year is to help my friends achive good results in thier weaker sub...but i didn't make it......!!!!i dun noe how to manage them..when i'm teaching they built castle in e air..noe wat i mean???felt guilty to myself..miserable........horrible.....how i wish they could improve.....can't comment anything..bout them....i noe some of them have difficulties in studying by thier own...,working....have personal problems.......and watever it is..i understand......it do affect thier studies.....ok enough of tat....

My bro slept earlier ......he say he wants to study at 3.00am.to study for tmr test...hmm.......not my style......can't concentrate...hmm...dunnoe wat he had benefit from "ADAM'S KHOO PROGRAMME"didn't see any improvements...such a waste....tat's gor 2dae post...hmm.......tmr %%PHYSICS $GEOGRAPHY%%......tense!

# HOW I WISH THIS TIME WILL BE OVER! #

**FrUsT**

1. MATH PAPER 1
2. GEOGRAPHY
3. SOCIAL STUDIES
4. MATH PAPER 2
5. CHEMISTRY
6. PHYSICS
7. A MATH
8. CRUSHED PAPERS&ALL THE DUMB NOTES......!

# STREZZ #

**NoTiN tO sAy**
stresss stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress tHaTZ THE ONLY THING I COULD SAY.......HOPE ITS ALL PAID OFF!!!

# TWO MORE DAYS.........! #

**eXaM iS @ E pEeK!**2 more days to mid-year exam....just now i went back at 3.30 although my skool is dismiss @ 12.00....huh !all my friend went back...excecpt 4 me!!!erghh..wat to do.....have to stay back for my own goodness sake!i'm having a problem in A math!,tat's why have to see MR SOONG ....to help me......now i'm satisfied tat i have learn something from him!if not when i get back home i will be crazy!!!thinking how to solve the stupid questions!!hmm.....alone in the library...very boring.....!!!E skool is so quite......hmm.....hope tat i can improved in this sub....eve say tat she want to stayback with me...study A MATH...but she didn't come for skool...erghh.....!!noe why? .....because she OVERSLEPT!eve....naught gerl..she's alwaz like tat......have to work 2dae....huh...eve2............anyway dun have to worry much..she can cope with her studies.....she's gud in tat!last year she's the one who get reward for the most improved student in class.....!let's see whether she can make it this year......!ok.tat's for 2dae post....!

# SYAFIQAH IS TAT YOU? #

** I'Ve DonE a Deed**a gerl approach me and she ask me to send her home cause its raining..hmm..but not tat heavy actually.ok..i happen to bring an umbrella......in just don't beleive tat i send her home!!!!do i look friendly?hmm.....5 min walk.....i staarted the conversation seens she's so quite as we were walking home...she's a totally stranger to me !!can u believe tat!!!she's in private skool....at the age of 19,she have to retake her 'O' level paper such a waste isn't it?so happy.!!.she said i'm friendly.....am i????huh.....i just realise tat...since so long i've never do such deed to a"STRANGER"..noe wat i mean.....?tat's me....!ok..tat's for 2dae.three more day's for the 1 week exam..!!!!!dun tink i can acheive gud results...cause i'm stress!! & there is so many questions running through my mind...especially in A math!!tmr goin to stayback...to ask aall the dumb questions...!tat have make me mad.....ya..4M{Math Make Me Mad}!

# GOIN 4 E NITE STUDY OR NOT?#

**hmmm**i shall not break my promise to shafad.....i promise her to help her in her studies....the lastminute study..erghh......i'm not goin to be angry...i understand a person like her she...have to work....to earn her living....anyway i'm there to teach....no matter what happens.....have to sacrifies my time altohugh i prefer studying alone.HUH..!i'm irritated with my class mate......L.E.O.N!very irritating .!i know he like taffy so much....but can't he stop saying..i miss you...i miss you??...huh...addicted!!never see such person before..anyway...he's very friendly....but naughty in class.....cause he never pay attention when the teacher is teaching...sometimes....likes to disturb people...huh..worst....i'm one of his victims...!just now he ask me to teach him....& noe wat he said.?he said teach me anything..wat a stupid statement.....& i ask wat questions you dun understand???he said everything....erghh.......!he's just fooling around...waiting for TAFFY....ok understand....guy's are alwaz like tat....they dun have seriousness in studies....[not all guys]hope tat he will concentrate in his studies.....although he have someone in his life...His been to caring...for her....tat's gud!!!girls should deserves tat!waiting for her till 6.00pm....!huh....so concern....GUD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAM.!

# GET RID OF MY SIGHT ! #

**EnGLisH dOnE**worst !its so difficult..i almost give up in paper 1..not bad for paper 2....huh...finally...A math extra lesson is canceled..watever reason it is i dun care......faezah,me,fana get a flu.. because of farhana who is the first person to fall sick...and she spread the diseases......to us!how dare.....nolah...jus kidding...maybe it is such an conincidence.....surviving rite now i'm not going to the doctor...jus take panadol will do........ok......tat's for 2dae......lazy to rite.My mum still haven't cook..so hungry....erghh.......

# I MUST HAVE GAINED WEIGHT #

**huh**i dun noe how much i eat yesterday..till i'm so fulled.....!i guess i gained weight.......!nevermind no matter how much i eat....i'll be the same ......my cuz ayu...is crazy taking her own photo by herself...haha....we all laugh especially when huda make jokes....we have great time....went back at 10.30.....hmm.....no time to study...so have to back up 2dae......tiring ....tmr is eng....!

# GOING TO MY AUNT HOUSE #

**MeET mY cUz**i'm going 2dae....sure it will be crowded.Have to go back early since i have to study for my mid year exam.but I'm very happy cause at my aunt house there will be lots of food to eat..hmm...yummy....!i guess there will be a traditional food,nasi minyak.....hmm....my mum says....can't wait...ok tat's for 2dae post!!oh ya......i almost forgot....HAPPY LABOUR DAY...!!!to those people who are working.....hehe..tmr there's no skool....!