# TEMPORARY TUTOR #

**to be written in 15 july...!!**hmm..i call her tat nite 14 july..she ask me 2 do her afavour i was quite surprise actually to noe tat she get 42 out of 50 for her compo .is tat great!!i never get tat gud results.congratz shiqin..keep up da gud work....in fact i tink she's better than me hmm...she should be awarded for the highest mother tounge hehe..ryte shiqin??hmm..ask me to type out her compo scricpt tat is damn long...huh.okok.for the sake of my gud fren.kk.qin i do for her...hmm..she gonna treat me after tat...she promise.hehe..kk.at least she say an ice cream...anything.u have to be sincere and i'm sincere 4 wateva i done to her..rose call me after tat ...ask me to teach her.in math.preparing for her prelim...wah..tat'z gud of u.i didn't even prepare 4 it ryte now.guess its not the time yet...like i say for the previous blog....i'm willing to help anyone!!!!i'd really10x want to help those who is in need...!!want to see them acheive gud results and i'm gonna be happy for them as well as 4 me!!!their acheivement is oso my happiness.....noe tat.??kk..enough of it...

went to the supermarket with mum tat afternoon..buy alot of stufzz especially my food....haha....buy hello panda!!!the new flavour!!my favourite biscuit...!!hmm....peanutchoco...then it rain..lucky we were just few metres away from home.or i tink we will be drenched by tat heavy rain...being force by fiza niza nisa safiah to hangout with tat but i wre lazy..ok..i never go...they take neo..huh...i'm left out.its alwz like tat when want to take neo there must be one who is left out...kk...fana goin to give me one...sweet memories...tat'z fa now..lot'z more to write actually...da...

# WORKING ON Nss.. #

**hmm...**kk...back from the library..with safiah the place is very conducive again..i tink i have said this before in my last entries but...hmm...nvm....my eyes is a bit strained by the air con dition.cannot tahan leh...so cold like the north pole..i'm happy tat i borrowed last year published book.isn't tat cool?normally sorybooks r boring 4 me...but i seems to be so interest by this particular book...i finished my oral yesterday...so difficult...but...canlah.so nervous i'm the last person!!!d u noe tat..i'm e only one left in the hall..only me...and with the 2 invigilators..let me repeat it again...only me!!!huh..waited 4 bout 2 hrs +++isn't tat tiring huh...if i had a child i would not give her name starting with the end letters like.z x s t....huh.....may be tat'z 1 reason y i didn't do well.they asked bout fahionable trends and all those relating to it...wish luck to all of them especially 4/7 they r have not taken it...kk..tat'z tooo tired anyway i'm goin 2 jurong library again..like i say the place have captured my heart!!!hehe

# WHAT HAPPPEN TO ME? #

**HMM....**lately i'm feelin bit weird..is it because of this coming oral..?or e fact tat i'm sitting 4 my n paper ?i do feel a bit stress rite now...lately i didn't communicate well with my classmate infact i'm trying to avoid them....i feel tat they make ne stress....huh...wat am i saying and i prefer to be alone rather than mixing with people out there..i didn't call my fren lke i usually do....ask them wat they r doin? ,r u goin out?..wanna go out with me ?....&more stufzz lile tat...do u noe what i mean...feeling miserable ..when i knew del....is having a problem..he take it seriously..tat'z y he can't manage to control his feeling..don't ever be so desperate to find someone...some of them r just trying to play a fool ..they r just having fun....pity 4 him..torchering himself...does tat make him feel better ....hmm.....dun tink so.

if i were him i will go to the beach and shout as loud as i can...to release my tension &problems....right now i just want to be alone...so i guess avoiding people is the best thing to do...i'm in a moody state is it the growin stage??huh...wateva.....life won't go on as it is now....i believe someday it will brighten up my day...hope so....i'm finding something new to explore but i'm not sure wat it is......besides my frust in studying ...!!!hatez......i'm not ready .....dun tink tat my cells is working ryte now...ok tat'z fa 2dae since e long time i'm not updating my blog....lazy...tat'z my attitude...in times...kzz.....

# ?? #

**HMM....** boring tmr holiday ,youth day....went to religious class very fun!!especially ustazah radiah..huh..she's a laughing stock.....kak mira never come yesterday so excited call me and say iqa 'm goin to madrasah tmr i call u kk..ahaha....&she never turn up...klah..tat'z fa todae..bit out of mood 2dae...notin to say..fana & safiah went to the beach!!!yesterday....they should have told me earlier!!!to release stress...tat'z wat i've alwaz wanted........erghh.........qqq