# WHAT HAPPPEN TO ME? #

**HMM....**lately i'm feelin bit weird..is it because of this coming oral..?or e fact tat i'm sitting 4 my n paper ?i do feel a bit stress rite now...lately i didn't communicate well with my classmate infact i'm trying to avoid them....i feel tat they make ne stress....huh...wat am i saying and i prefer to be alone rather than mixing with people out there..i didn't call my fren lke i usually do....ask them wat they r doin? ,r u goin out?..wanna go out with me ?....&more stufzz lile tat...do u noe what i mean...feeling miserable ..when i knew del....is having a problem..he take it seriously..tat'z y he can't manage to control his feeling..don't ever be so desperate to find someone...some of them r just trying to play a fool ..they r just having fun....pity 4 him..torchering himself...does tat make him feel better ....hmm.....dun tink so.

if i were him i will go to the beach and shout as loud as i can...to release my tension &problems....right now i just want to be alone...so i guess avoiding people is the best thing to do...i'm in a moody state is it the growin stage??huh...wateva.....life won't go on as it is now....i believe someday it will brighten up my day...hope so....i'm finding something new to explore but i'm not sure wat it is......besides my frust in studying ...!!!hatez......i'm not ready .....dun tink tat my cells is working ryte now...ok tat'z fa 2dae since e long time i'm not updating my blog....lazy...tat'z my attitude...in times...kzz.....