# LOVE'S WITNESS #

--PARABLE OF THE FOUR-POSTER--
Because she wants to touch him
she moves away.
Because she wants to talk to him,
she keeps silent.
Because she wants to kiss him,
she turns away
&kisses a man she does not want to kiss

He watches
thinking she does not want him.
He listens
hearing her silence.
He turns away
thinking her distant
&kisses a girl he does not want to kiss.

They marry each other--
a four-way mistake.
He goes to bed with his wfie
thinking of her.
She goes to bed with her husband
thinking of him.
--&all this in a real old-fashioned four-poster bed.

Do they live unhappily ever after?
Of course.
Do they undo their mistakes ever?
Never.
Who is the victim here?
Love is the victim.
Who is the villian?
Love that never dies.

--ERICA JONG--

# LOVE'S WITNESS #

--A PRAYER FOR INDIFFERENCE--
I ask no kind return in love,
No tempting charm to please;
Far from the heart those gifts remove,
That sighs for peace and ease;

Not peace,nor ease,the heart can know.
That ,like the needle true,
Turns at the touch of joy or woe,
But ,turning ,trembles too.

Far as distress the soul can wound,
This pain in each degree:
This bliss but to a certain bound,
Beyond is agony.

--Frances Greville--

# LOVE'S WITNESS #

--SONG--
How hardly i concealed my tears,
How often did i complain,
When many tedious days,my fears
Told me I loved in vain.

But now my joys as wild are grown,
And hard to be concealed;
Sorrow may make a silent moan,
But joy will be revealed.

I tell it to the bleating flocks,
To every stream and tree;
And bless the hollow murmuring rocks
For echoeing back to me

Thus you may see with how much joy
We want,we wish,believe--
Tis hard such passion to destroy
But easy to deceive.

--Anen Wharton--

# LOVE WITNESS #

--SONG--
O love!,that stronger art than wine,
Pleasing delusion,witchery divine,
Wont to be prized above all wealth,
Disease that has more joys than health;
Though we blaspheme thee in our pain,
And of thy tyranny complain,
We are all battered by thy reign.

What reason never bestow
We to this useful passion own;
Love wakes dull from sluggish ease,
And learns a clown the art to please,
Humble the vain ,kindles the cold,
Makes misers free,and cowards bold;
'Tis he reforms airy fops to think.

When full brute appetitie is fed,
And choked the glutton lies and dead,
Thou new spirits dost dispense
And finest the gross delights of sense;
Virtie's unconquerable aid
That against Nature can persuade,
And makes a roving mind retire
Within the bounds of just desire;
Cheerer of age,youth's kind unrest,
And half the heaven of the blest!

--Aphra Behn--

# LOVE'S WITNESS #

--WHY?--
Why did you come,with your enkindled eyes
And mountain-look,across my lower way,
And take the vague dishonour from my day
By luring me from paltry things,to rise
And stand beside you,waiting wistfully
The looming of a larger destiny?

Why did you with stong fingers fling aside
The gates of possibility,and say
With vital voice the words i dream to-day?
Before,i was much unsatisfied :
But since a god has touched me and departed,
I run through every temple,broken hearted.

--Mary Webb--

# LOVE WITNESS #

--I'M DEPRESSED--
Go from me .Yet i feel that i shall stand.
Hence foward in my shadow.Nevermore
Alone upon the threshold of my door
Of individual life,i shall command
The uses of my soul,not lift my hand
Serenely in the sunshine as before,
Without the sense of that which i forbore,
The touch upon the palm.The widest land
Doom takes to part us,leaves thy heart in mine
With pulses that beat double.What i do
And what i dream include thee,as the wine
Must taste of its own grapes.And when i sue
God for myself.He hears that name of thine,
And sees within my eyes,the tears of two.

--Elizabeth Barret Browing--

# I'M CONFUSED #

yippe!!exam is over..still got one more paper.i sense something...emm...weird seh..i can't understand my feelings...is it true??watever lar...he's with another gurl right now.i'm not sure...anyway why muz i tink bout love??arghh.it ruins my life!!!!guyz are very troublesome...especially malay guyz.4get bout it.
i didn't bring my books...my calculator...iqa????haiz..no heart to study??
i'm not sure whether i can survive...i need miss wong,mr bruce,and mr yap!!!he's my fav teacher...the one who motivates us...so stress...didn't even come for choir 2dae...arghh.aite till here...have i change ??to be a bad person...emm.

# WIND BENEATH MY WINGS#

It must have been cold there in my shadow
To never have sunlight on your face
You were content to let me shine,that's your way
You always walked a step behind

So i was the one with all the glory
While you were the one with all the strain
A beautiful face without a name for so long
A beautiful smile to hide the pain

Did you ever know that you're my hero
And everything i would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings

It might have appeared to go unnoticed
But i've got it all here in my heart
I want you to know i know the truth ,of course i know it
I would be nothing without you

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything i wish i could be
I could fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings

Did i ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything ,everything i wish i could be
Oh,and i,i could fly higher than an eagle
For you are the wind beneath my wings
Cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

Oh,the wind beneath my wings
You,you,you,you are the wind beneath my wings
Fly,fly,fly away.You let me fly so high
Oh,you,you,you ,the wind beneath my wings
Oh,you,you,you,the wind beneath my wings

Fly,fly,flyhigh against the sky
So high i alomost touch the sky
Thank you ,thank you
Thank god for you,the wind beneath my wings.
--Bette Midler--

# WHAT'Z ON HIS MIND? #

I think his too much...i didn't even ask for his hp no.Something wrong with him...aiyo...dunnoe seh...hIm.Thanks for the testi...but i hope itz all bout friendship.I think i've been too friendly...arghh.I dun have any feelings for anyone...rite now...arghh.

# THANK YOU #

thank you darlings.......all of you...my little juniors,...for the comments.I'm not a sophisticated lady k,i juz wear what i like.Its my taste..and i dun really follow up with the trendy2 outfits....thank u thank u=).Yesterdae night was very exiciting...i'm so touch with their voices...LALALA...the soprano part...so nice!argh.Different from my scores...dubedubedubedu.
boring...& u noe wat...we are goin to perform during the assembly...for both lower&upper sec level...30 mins...non stop.huh.aite till here...the inconsiderate people had shut thier mouth...now i can study...=)

# MOMENT OF TRANQUILLITY#

-I am in the state of depression.Hopefully miss wong allows me to quit choir.
-i can't avoid any of you...all of u are good companion...haiz..[.but i juz want to be lonely...]

-todae goin to esplanade .meeting nooraz,alisa&sarah...my cute2 & decent junior....hehe...
-who's that guy??my gossh...am i crazy??euuuuu....i dun want to chat with him...we only chat for one day...and he have asked me for my hp no.huh....i should not have shown my pic to him!!!arghh...guyz...r alwz like tat....euuuu......
-i want to sleep,i want to sleep....i'm so sleepy....x(

# THE FACT ABOUT ATTITUDES AND VALUE#

CONFIDENCE vs. ARROGANCE
There is a big difference between confidence and arrogance.Confidence is an understanding that you are OK and valuable.Arrogance is shouting it from the rooftops like you are the most important person in the world,and feeling that you are better than other people.You do not have to be arrogant to be confident.They are completely different things.Most truely successful people have confidence but none of the arrogance.

--MARSHALL BARIN

Everyone makes mistakes .Mistakes hurt because they are embarrasing.The difference between confident people and unconfident people is that the confident people say ,"Wow,that was dumb.Let's figure out a way to not do THAT again."Confident people also are able to laugh at themselves and their occasional stupidity.Unconfident people think,"God that was such a stupid and no good and why am i like this and i am worthless and stupid and ignorant and no good and why i like this and God i hate being me and when will i ever learn and...."See the difference ?The thing is:IT IS YOUR HEAD!Let me repeat that:
IT IS YOUR HEAD!!!

---MARSHALL BRAIN

this book brings me laughter........hehehe...i can't stop laughing..thank god i'm the one reading it.
one quote:I'm so happy todae!!!!beacuse i've just bought grammer book for my revision...that'z dumb...haha..okies...tat'z for 2dae=)

# LOVE IS THE FACT OF LIFE #

[[The facts of life concerning love]]

Parental love-Parents love their children,and this sort of love ,devotion and caring is different from all other types of love .When done well,parental love could be called perfect.
Christian love-Jesus said,"love your neighbour as yourself,"and many peole are able to do that.They love and care about those around them because they are fellow human beings
Friendshhip love-A deep friendship between two people often involves a level of trust,devotion,commitment and caring that is love.So two women or two men or a man and a woman who have known each other for 20 years and have been through a lot together can say they love one another.There is no a bit of romantic or sexual attraction involved
Material love-You might hear someone say,"I love that car!"or "i love that movie"!It is love applied to an object.In this case the word"love"can mean range of things from "i really like it"to "I must have it"all the way up to,in extreme cases,"I will(literally) kill myself if i don't get it."Another word for this is infatuation.
Lustful love-to some extent lustful love is a form of material love,but it is applied to another person and tied alomost completely to a sexual infatuation.So a girl might say,"I love Tom Cruise !"Or a guy might say,strictly on the basis of a girl's looks,"I love that girl!"This is lust
Romantic love-When most teenagers think of "love" ,this is what they are talking about.It is the combination of friendship,sexual attraction and the search for someone to marry.It is the search for the one prson with whom you can raise you family and spend the rest of your life.

# LOVE MARSHALL BRAIN #

HE's genious.
wasting my time for the past 2 hours.arghh.

SATISFACTION
In his short entitled THE PEARL,John Steinbeck offers this perspective on goals:
"For it is said that humans are never satisfied,that you give them one thing and they want something more.And this is said in disparagement,whereas it is one of the greatest talents the species has and one that has made it superior to animals that are satisfied with what they have".

Quote:
If you think about your actions ahead of times and do the right thing to begin with,you will have to pay the consequences later.



MARSHALL BRAIN

# OUT WITH WANI #

The reason why i'm still here is because i can't help myself.The computer is in my room.Each time i started doing my revision or homwork,when i'm stressed i'll on the com or turn on the radio loudly.It must be the sentimental one...as it helps to soothes me down.Back to what i wanna say..

I wake up at 10:30,as usual mum keeps on nagging at me...iqa!!!.I message wani to confirm where we want to meet.She promise to treat me ,since i waited her for 1 hour at jurong mrt station platform.My eyes are getting blur wani!!!!seeing people alighting and entering the mrt....I saw saifuddin,he got a show..drama??emm...i'd missed the full circle storey.I admit he's a good actor.

We reach simei about 2 pm...such a long journey 1hour!!.I make the right approach....&it is clearly stated with evidence,what else does she wants??.Mum wants we to be independent ??handle this problems all by myself??she didn't even concern about my situation right now.Stop talking bout this...

Then we went to jurong library..my favourite place.Our intention is to study but then...she keeps on saying about her problem...Why must it always be me???Each of us have different mindset &way of thinking.Since when we chat so long??.We're not even good friends...its fun being with her...i guess this is goin to be a new chapter in my life i &wani..maybe i & ila.emm.....not possible ...RYTE..Spend one whole day with her...back at 8:00 after taking my pay from uncle.Almost forget ...missing him& coreen.we're like family...they're like second parents to me...i'm not really quiting...Anytime ,any day...she'll call me if they're short of salesgirl.Limah,dian &rafiz...still there...gudbye!!

emm....it happens so fast...i got a new god sista!!!Her name is noor,kak noor...age 27,living in serangoon,job as cabin assistant in changi airport..one brother ,one sister.....Her lover....her mother...her father..her uncle.She told me everything!!!.I didn't even noe her.This is how it happens...she send a message wrongly ,supposedly to her lover.. ..bla bla bla....there it goes....emm...so sweet...i like meeting strangers...she's so friendly like me...hehe..hopefully one day i can meet her.aite till here.Many problems to settle down.Wani,ila......i'll die for all of you...not just the two of you...each and everyone...whom i known thier depression... haiz....

# EMM....#

i'm confused.for the next few month...i'm not logging in .There's much to say,but i can't mention.Its better to be alone isn't it?.RIGHT.People,just message me,its 24 hours beside me.huh.I'm neither a "devil"nor an"angel".I can't solve thier problems.I'm sick and tired of what is happening to my life right now.Personally i'm not in the mood.Everything would be fine....if i didn't care to bother...or just be an ignorant person.aite.

[everyone juz leave me alone]