# SIS....TOP 25?? #

1. sister she's among d top 25...u??emm...congratz...but next time want her to study harder to get top 3..k sis...=)
2. reading my friendster testimonial...is it true?is tat who i really am..who i used to be...since so long i never ...._ _ _ _ _??k dun talk bout it...
3. total up i've given mum $700...emm...i had no idea how can i give that amount to her...she didn't even ask for it...guess my thinking ,i'm not a child if i didn't give my $$$ when i get my salary...k.at least i kept half of it..
4. i've given up..there's no way i'm gonna learn chinese...if only there's someone to guide me..
5. turn up going to paya lebar yesterdae wtih wani and fad..she say d outlet there is much more bigger..haiz..very tiring..then go plaza singapura....back before seven....dad will nag at me if i didn't do my prayers...haiz...
6. in friendship its true.....yes...we have to be straight to the point and open minded....won't let her wear tat outfit......wani ..ur right to say tat...=)
7. i realised tat i'm d youngest in my workplace..fida[21],ani[19],rafiz??[poly student],ah kae??she got two child now...,dian[17]ouhk.....but i'm taller than u guys..hehe...
8. bro goin for graduation nite..dunnoe wat??hotel..,pay for $60...ouhk...quite reasonable....
9. ila.....she never told me tat she oredi had a boyfriend...ila??ila.......ouhk...from admirtly sec,shakur....is it???one dae u have to tell me this.....miss her.....very sorry for not calling u or messaging u....haiz....ila ila ila....

# SECOND PAY #

1. **EMM.....**let me talk bout this first...get my second pay yesterdae....reasonable for a teenage like me..ok...
2. dian told me bout the prom nite..how could she never go??i mean its d graduation nite!!dian??she told me tat she's not buying the dressing and all d stufzz...how could she??i dun understand...i can read her mind...nvm..dun wanna tell...i noe how she feels...:(
3. meet rasyid O.last two days...he oso same like all d others tat i've seen....red ? yellow?gold?brown?coloured hair??huh.....wat fashion is this.....why they like to dye their hair??haiz....people people...up to them lar...but it looks good in one colour like calvin.....R.O. reminds me tat on 29 nov our class goin to have a barbecue...not going even though i'm off....since fana,fiza,nisa,.....the're not going....bout my bahas trophy.....itz still with him!!!make sure he brings on the 19th dec.....rasyid................or else have to go his house and take it myself....
4. for this month..i'm in the top listing....d most highest sales...among d others...so surprised....uncle ....tanks for everything....=)
5. Going out with fana..for jogging....gonna set the date and time...i'm waiting for this...since last year...................huh..tatz very long..&ofcourse to prepare for 2.4 next year...coz tatz my fear..hehe...niwae..still make it...
6. shariff teenage idol?emm.......yes....fiza told me ..i never read newspaper...any gurls will be craze for him...in school he's very popular...good-looking.......one day i'm sure he will be in singapore idol if he 's seriouz in this industry...all d best on wat ur doing!
7. farhana[choir]she message me...christmas party at miss grace house....k noted tat...i'll see all of you there!!!!muah10x...miss lotz...not forgetting the gift..
8. shafad reminds me bout prayer...i noe its hard...coz we're working everyday...have to repay back.....surprsingly....even though i knew shafad is a wild gurl....not really..but coz of the way she dress.... her language......and attitude.....i dun mind...she's a very easy-going person and yes...pretty ...sya also....share most of her background to me......going out with her this mondae...she want to drunk all her money...haiz....shafad shafad.....not goin to let her........for sure
9. next time going to work part time or not?mum tink tat i didn't care...but she dun noe tat i care!!!!if i were to work part time next year...how bout my religious class??mum seems not to care coz she dun want me to continue....but itz such a waste u noe......i'm sec 4 next year...two more yrs....to get certificate...mum????u want me to move on or quit?haiz.........
10. erma get a job at my workplace....c her on 28th where we have a fair....very fashoinable person....miss her lotz...since she quit madrasah for d past two years...aite..tatz for now.....CYA erma!!

# SO TRAGIC #

*Emm..*quite interesting....sad of course....just now "THEY"come my house..then fiza,nisa and niza go bowling....fana,safiah...dunnoe where they..go..wanna follow them but....haiz...going out with my cuz...maybe next time..no idea why nisa&fana dun want tell fiza....bout_ _ _ _??emm...sure one day i have to noe wat it is?coz i'm involve.....k....fana???voluntary work..emm....haiz...too bad..can't make it for tmr....going with nafisah...& dunnoe who else....i'll consider bout it....long time we've wanted this.....my job....sickening for now....

agian..cuz take silly photo shots....all d posing ......huh.....they gurls...??wanted to post one of tat photo....tat we've taken...her scanner spoilt....next time then...or i wait for ayu!!!!!!i'm still waiting for u...why ur still not back yet?......k..at least have one photo post for d previous post...tat'z poor thing....emm...kzz....tat'z for now.....sad sad sad..wanna watch again............:(

# HEART ATTACK? #

* EMM...*surprising ....tat uncle had a heart attack....he went hospital yesterdae...huh.....sadz....now he's changing....totally different person..no more teasing me....and have tat angry look....haiz.....hopefully itz not tat seriouz....actually mum oso have to go hospital....haiz.......dunnoe wat................??????going to happen with my life....everything are changing....i didn't want to c d people whom i care .......in this condition........u won't noe how sad it is...........hiaz.........................................

tmr "THEY" coming to my house..mum so good...she's goin to cook for them...have to wake up early and clean the house....at night....watch movie with cuz....aite..till here......hard to say tat one particular subject....personally.....its .......haiz...nvm......

# GOIN ON THURSDAE!!! #

**emm...**coz u gurls....i 4get whole lot wat to write for my post...huh...k...nvm ...cuz...so exicted to watch harry potter.....plus me...taking an off this thurs..gonna meet todae.....at 5pm...hopefully you can find me.....haha...if i'm not inside..should be inside and the inside....noe wat i mean......ok out of tat topic....coz i'm not talking bout tat 2dae actually...

k...yesterdae meet hafiz....he changed alot...tat dyed spiky hair of him which i've never seen..haha...looks cool ....goodness u still regconise me...haha...long time never see...despite his looks....u noe people have two faces......kzz......not saying tat out.....haiz.....tmr at 9:45....again 12 hours.....still not sleeping.....huh....outta here.....

# STILL SURVIVING #

**emm...**no idea why i didn't feel tired though i work for almost 13 hours yesterdae..emm...itz my first time....and i was like doing all the job....i mop&vacuum the floor,clean the shelves....huh quite tiring lar...supposedly each of us have to do one job.....but dunnoe why todae i very the extra ..go and do all of it..guess corren and uncle didn't notice it.coz they were busy to....itz ok.i didn't reallie mind doing more work then the otherz..one thing tat i could not understand why during my work time.....i'm very hardworking but at home..huh..very the lazy...mum keep bugging my ears...every morning...ask me to wake up early...she don't understand me at all....emm..i sleep well in the morning and hardly open my eyes.....maybe mum is right tat if i keep on feeling tat i have to sleep ..i will never wake up!!!

yesterdae so excited....like i sae i dunnoe why??i serve customer happily....manage to sell $1,489..oklar...55.....????huh.......very hard to sae.can't sae this..or else......nvm...1%commision.. so should be around $15.00,mum saya tatz..cruel...emm....dun tink so...more high value sale..the more u get...


i'm so so so sorry......yesterdae i saw irman....i was in a hurry actually....sorry!!!!to ignore u...tatz one disadvantage of working...u tend to forget about ur friends.....and with whom ur cloze with ,coz ur busy with ur own life....but anyway....hopefully i will not be like tat....sometimes i do feel tat i miss all of them so much.....their laughter...&nonsense...&everything...emm.....

i sense something .....my worklife makes me remember the daes where i spent during my school time.....12 hours of working ..itz the same like i spent my time in choir....very long hours.....preparing for competition....miss lotz...hai....supposedly i should come during this holidae pratice but i'm the only person....dunnoe how my voice like...long time never sing....guess it will rain if i sing...haha....i'm quite amaze when i see nisa noe how to play guitar..is tat how it called??emm.....watevelar....tat dae go her house....huh..got one time after n.....the IXORA perform....but i didn't come...faezah,niza&nisa...hai.....FEDORA11 & MUDIBANKS..fana say itz very nice....i missed that wonderfull performance!!!should come!!!very akward when i hold nisa guitar... haha...wonder how they girls....can be interested........emm..not me of course..i'm only interested in writing lyricrs...coz i'm very poetic person.......& of course singing!!!!tatz no.1....2dae seems a lot to sae....emm...kzz...still surviving....ouh yes...love u ..................................."CUSTOMER"everyone of you!!!!i'm crazy...crazy..crazy....

# FANA? WHAT PROJECT? #

*EMM....**mornin fana message me....happens tat i'm off...iqa we need to start on our project..yes..something for mdm farah...then we go nisa house..dunnoe how many silly photo snaps tat we take...so happy..at last i go to the playground ...hehehe...miss childhood.....off course not the slide...emm..not sure wat it called...nisa!!!!!tanks for the accesories...tanjuberrymuj..fana and safia too....guess next time when i'm off have to tell fana...very hard to go out with her...safiah now gettin a job..going for interview tomorrow..good luck!

my sis..congratz.she get second position in class...one position up...better than me...coz i alwz get 3rd position in class since last year...emm.weird...same goes to enghin and xue ling...1st & 2nd positon...dun like competiting against each other ...its the fact that u noe better for urself...keep on improving ....can't wait for n result....sure tat eng hin and xue ling will stick with their position...kzz...sure they are going to be happy with thier results...ok sis..can't wait to see u on stage tiz fridae...

how i wish tat i noe how to speak chinese...tink gonna learn from uncle...weird...my father noe how to speak chinese but huh....no idea....where he learnt from but must be from his..friends....actually i'm more interested in learning japanese but mum say wait till u go u....emm...guess tatz for 2dae.....tmr at 3!!!!!coreen should give me long hours..cause i'm totally bored at home.......!!!can't stick myself at home.......haiz...

# customer customer #

**emm..**letz not talk bout it first..jeremy..todae last dae..so rafiz going to be the only guy...actually i had so many things to say....now forgotten all bout it..huh.... am i to kind,friendly or wat???happen to be this one customer.he said to me...keep it up.gud service..emm....i'm touch by it..tanks !!!!emm....like serving them niwae...but not all of them.....
yes....this happens every day....noe wat.....many chinese customer they speak to me chinese..as if i noe wat they are talking about.huh....then i keep on smilling...uncle sae...fiqah u ok or not?gila ar....haha..then i sae no lar uncle!!!!i dun understand wat.......................they talkin....uncle bully me alot...keep asking me..fiqah u chio bu..???ha....wateva.....any boyfriend??off course lar.......i got many guy friend...uncle uncle.....

second part of my life...wat so special bout him?wat so special bout him?wat so special bout him?huh..i juz dun understand....this person makes my life uneasy....bothering me...i alwz kept thinking bout him...hope one day i find the answer....

# MY BIRTHDAE #

*emm.....*happy birthdae to xueling&irman.....born in the same dae&year..hehe....tanks to all my friends tat have send message to me..i was quite surprise actually....didn't noe tat they remember my bdae..even those whom i'm not close with.....i appreciate it so much....a wish is enough to make me happy....tanjuberrymuj!!!there's notin special bout my bdae...i guess i'm old enough...and i don't need any celebration...tat watz mum says...ryte....

yesterdae my cuz came...too bad i'm going to work...emm....but todae i didn't work...emm..one dae off...oklar...itz sundae...many people go ari raya...kak fida,ah kae...coreen ..emm.....almost all of them lar..they are irritate with me coz...everytime they cannot hear me when i call theand rthey were like ha? ha?....huh..how i wish i have more rough voice...niwae..i'm not born to be tat type of gurl....emm....wateve it is i'm not going to shout or wat so ever when i need help....emm....now i'm gettin more comfortable with my job...gud sign...

yes..about yesterdae...if i can rmbr.it was bout 8+pm.....i saw this boy...and i almost cry..noe why?coz....he's disabled....and were once seen in the news....emm....niwae..i dun want to embarrased my self..coz there's many customer &people may tink tat i'm crazy or sometin....how i wish to be with him..and make him happy....i love this people.....so much....they r love by god...juz imagine urself...to be in his position...i wonder how can i survive and accecpt this fate.....but i'm sure one dae there will be happiness.....in thier life..and i will be happy for them...like i sae in my previous post....my job makes me relate to many people and c many different kinds of attitudes tat people have....they teach me bout life..not being selfish... but care for otherz..........tatz for 2dae....so sleepy..zz......

# ARI RAYA #

**emm..**yesterdae i watch the most romantic story ever..it touches my heart....and i cried...love ...lotz....the story seems to relate to my life....emm.....letz not talk bout that...niwae juz back from work....shiqin should have told her father earlier....i noe her father is angry..but coreen have said it earlier the dae where we ask for thejob...she sae first dae of ari raya oso must come work..and i make sacrifies for that...why can't she?....this is worklife...itz not that u are working for the whole dae...u can meet ur cuz and other relatives in the morning....emm...qin qin...but niwae...i tell coreen her condition...if i didn't tell her..surely she'll be sacked..she's my bestfriend...and i'll do anything for her...make sure that she come for work 2dae.....so happy that i get my uniform!!...emm...2dae can wear..hehe...

second part of my life...i have no idea who the person??so many inbox i get...u noe..ari raya....people like to send message...but this person..dunnoe is she or he??but juz 4get bout it..why can't ???simply answer who he/she is?....forget bout it..

i have this weird feeling..& i have no idea wat it is.....huh.....weird weird weird....missing the person so much...kzz..tat'z for 2dae....

# HARI RAYA TMR!! #

**EMM..**so happy coz tomorrow i'm off....malam raye....tank u kak fida!!!love u lotz....she's the one who set for us the schedule....yesterdae is my bad dae,how should i phrase it??emm......no need sae lar.....but fida help me.....& i didn't get scolded from uncle...next time won't do it again...went back around 1:00am....i and dian take cab...but uncle paid for us....he sent jeremy and kak fida....coz they stay aroud yishun..dunnoe wat happen yesterdae at work..there's so many stock coming in....i have to vacuum then mop the floor,display the things properly...huh..very tiring...so happy!!!there's new lader for us...hehe..but i miss the wooden one...coreen is right...that now i have started to love the ladder..hehehe...i'm geetin better with my job..now uncle really feel tat he need to rely on me...too bad ..i oni work for this two months..next year have to concentrate on my studies....everyday have to do revision..aniwae i'm use to it...love doing lot & lot& lotz...of practice..especially on math...i tink most probably next time want to work as librian ..more easy..no need climb ladder...&serve many customer...very irritating....but noe wat.....??i make more new friends...hehehe...those friendly customer especially..one from thailand..he's age is around 30+...he's married aniwae...dunnoe how it happens.....tink becoz i easily mix around with people....sometimes i feel tat i do love the customer...coz they increase my commision...hehe..nolar...k.tat'z for 2dae....emm...one more thing...emm....anyone...anyone.....but shiqin if can i want her to accompany me there....i need peace...........kzz....