# I EMBARASSED #

**EMM...**last fri i went to ilah house...to study with her and shafad but sha did not turn up cause she's goin with syaz to e library...it had been a long time i never go her house....we had been very cloze since for the past 6 years..i miss hanging out with her...she really change alot...how i wish she realise earlier.....it makes my life more difficult...i have to cope with my studies and her studies.....i'm gonna cry if she can't make it for sec 5...emm..her mum kept on praising me....syafiqah...ur a gud gurl...huh....i feel akward..u noe...its ok ..if she said it once but she kept comparing me with ila....i tink tatz enough...i'm just a gurl u see....no one is perfect...as if i get A1 for all sub and have all the positive attitude...emm....dun tink so...i noe her very well....she can make it if only she work hard on it....emm.........plz....someone help me....how can i help her.....is it enough if i teach her???