# MY LIFE #

**emm**it was on sat when i went out with qin to find a job...actually i did it for fun....i guess its very boring u noe..for d next 2 months..so why not...rather than staying at hope,hanging out with my frenz &all d stuffz tat teenage do...we go ask every shop ,finnally i get it,emm...they need one person....so i accecpt it...very nervous ...coz its my first time working ..u noe..i'm working juz to challenge myself...i want experience and relate with more people out there..c how though life is..u won't get to learn anything if u stick at home......d first dae ..makes me feel like crying..i'm working from 2-10.30pm very tiring ,d manager give u d face when u did it wrong...juz have to bare it..itz common....but at least kak dian and fida help me....i noe they will be irritate if i kept askin them....keep it to myself anyway.dun mind if i get a scoliding..so far ok...i'm getting better for d second dae..many customers.....i'll do wateva i could....9 hours of standing..huh..cannot tahan.....this is life....we have to adapt to it...i'm sure what i'm suffering now is for my own good....coz in d future i will noe howz itz like...after this 2 moths i will neva eva gonna work that kind of job..never....its much more worst than working in fast food restaurant....i tink they get more beta pay...dun mind aniwae...its d fact that i want to learn sometin

second part of my life.....i dunnoe watz wrong with me lately..i have d feeling tat i miss someone..but i dunnoe who it is..i wish tat someday god will show me the way of my life...i dunnoe why sometimes i love others more than myself...i'm born to love and care for others..i tink tatz it....sadz....