Exam next week

My post before exam.Sorry guys, i know my blog is so boring haa. And i didn't even link anyone. Can't force myself to update. I have lost interest in blogging since i start working at Starbucks last year Nov. Anyway i still find blogging as a way to express myself and for you to read. hehssssssss. I love you guys ok. =)) (my lovely friends you know who) -_-. I know you get bored viewing my blog. i know. and i don't bother to update also. hehsss.

I have this problem..seriously..i don't know how what i should do.I can't stop forgetting about the past. Exam is coming, i'm doing my revision...i have this feeling that the revision i do is so much different from my past sec...you know how much i miss the days..i didn't have the motivation..the motivation i used to get from the teachers in my sec and my friends i miss them loads..sometimes i just wish they are there to motivate me. Its not that i'm struggling with my studies..this poly life i must say is pathetic for me...really have to depend on my own..and its liked everytime that i study is all on my own...there is no encouragement from my friends that i can do better and not even from the tutors, maybe they did but its not the same...life is so much different now.

I know the best for myself...even if i failed for any module,i know that it is the way i want it to be..i don't put in the effort, i didn't do revision, there's no way that i'm going to be stressed up. But for this sem 1 the weightage is 50% for each module...trying my best to do revision for each topic...i'll make sure i'll score well and i always think this way...

not to upset my love ones

this is the only way that makes me to focus on what i want to acheive

how i wish i could be in sec sch again.
i miss i miss
the teachers and friends i used to have.