# MISERABLE #

Now,it came to my attention that i have to make a decision.Whether its going to affect me or not.but is it possible or isn't?.i'm feeling miserable...Why at this point[THIS MOMENT]of time..she seeking for my concern.Yes i do concern about her.Seriously..i wanted so badly to see improvemnet in her.It dosen't matter what subject ..math,eng,combined science..though you can't expect it to happen without sacrificial.she's one of my closest friend.YOu know who.[seven years of friendship]not likely that we'll be separated apart..never.At some point i do feel that ya ryte..why can't i just ignore her..that's make my life easy..my most happiest scene would most probably to see her successful & believe me....i would be more glad to see my friends acheivement rather than myself.i simply can't understand myself..should i neglect them..plz..& another girl she's troubling me.You know who u are..i'm not angry with her but i want to say..plz..this is not the moment for you to enjoy life..which one is much more important?i'm willing to do anything for her.But if she can't appreciate what i've done,that's fine with me.I won't tolerate such person.Its your future and whatever it is,it will determine where you will go.[no use of crying over spilled milk].Her attitude dosen't make me craze..how i wish that she can make better judgement in life.its ok..like i say..do whatever you want.i'm sure she wouldn't like people to give her advice because it seems to her that it is some kind of nagging.[and she'll get frust]fine.fine.Anyhow u may wish to seek me when u realised everything is coming to an end...& u know one thing i could do is to say sorry because i can't help you..but i'll give u the encouragement and support ,yet that still would not be enough.


why is it hard for him to confess
i know his heart,& he keep denying
i wish to tell him
how much i miss him