# SADZ #

wat happen to me.....haiz.....terrible,horrible,lately..feeling low....probably i'm stress......coz of work....unexpected things happen to me....i've started to given up in my job..shiqin didn't even tell me tat she had stopped working...how could she??juz 4 a month?actually i noe watz happening..coz rite now.........specifically......which is yesterdae...yar.....better not to sae..not saying bout otherz.....let me phrase it short....[very competitive]dian told me once......huh...she's rite...particularly....it involves her most...,i can no longer be patient...they're too much....too much....how could "they"??i mean..."she",not enough with one?bored saying bout work stuff...i'm sick & tired........zzzzzzz.......2m2m....almost cried....i'm hiding tiz....not telling anione....watz reallie goin on...k...goin to take result 2dae...maybe with fana .......or alone....better rite???didn't feel any excitement....even if i get 3!!!!!it won't change my colours....i'm not happy not happy not happy.....!!!!!coz there's still one more ??????? tat i hope could change=(

deleting most of my contacts......this people so long never exist...even worst.....they torcher my life....can u understand.....wat i'm trying to sae?....i've been talking to myself......!!!!someone plz hear me...